"Love is the voice under all silences, the hope which has no opposite in fear; the strength so strong mere force is feebleness: the truth more first than sun, more last than star..." - e.e. Cummings

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When I see you smile... Sanctuary...
Night Lights...
Mac Donalds Libis...
Resignation Letter...

My Visitors

Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you.

from my life...

June 15, 2005
I Love u

June 15, 2005
Happy Birtday =)

April 05, 2005
if sum1 throws stone at you, throw back luv, but if some1 throws luv at you, think... think well, dont just throw back luv, coz it myt hurt more than stone does...

March 27, 2005
JESUS has risen! Jesus is alive! And may 4ever HE will be... n our hearts... in our lives... HAPPY EASTER!!!

May 23, 2003
Im sleepy... but im trying to open my eyes to greet u goodnyt... switdrims! ZzZzzzzzz

May 27, 2003
Whenever u share goodness and your Heart, you always end up WINNING, because LIFE is a mirror as well as an ECHO. It gives back what u give. have a blessed day.

May 30, 2003
HI.... hope My simple "Hi" can make u smile Even for a while. take care Always! Gud PM.

June 11, 2003
Hope u wake up today with SUNLIGHT in ur heart.. SUCCESS in ur path... ANSWERS to ur prayers... and that SMILE will always be there in your EYES... GOOD Morning!

June 15, 2003
Prayer teaches us to wait. It clears our vision, it quiets our hearts and it activates our faith. Grow like the sunrise and humble's ourselves like the sunset. Happy Birthday! God Bless! =)

June 22, 2003
Life's maybe happy or stupid, overwhelming or miserable, minsan pa full of pain, but whatever life may brings... andito lang ako parati ha.. PROMISE!

July 09, 2003
5 risons why i txt u make me feel welcome(i assume) i make u smyl (i suppose) u apprec8 my tots (i hope) u spend tym reading my message (i guess) u think im cute! (im sure) =)

July 10, 2003
Sometimes I forget to ask are u ok? Sometimes even miss to say Hi!. But that doesn't mean your forgotten. No... Busy lang.. Parang IKAW...

September 13, 2003
We will now upgrade ur SEXLIFE Please wait...Searching ...... still Searching ......ERROR! No SEXLIFE found! TIGANG

January 05, 2004
When greeting is sent from a distance, U cant hear wishes, U cant see the smiles, But U can sense the care that brought it so far! Nytnyt! :)

September 05, 2004
GOD has a reason for allowing things to happen... We may never understand his wisdom, but we simply have to trust his will, May god bless your heart always. Gudnyt Sweetdreams

December 13, 2004
Cge, un nalang papanuorin ko... Galingan mo dyan ha.. :-)

January 13, 2005
Today, i wish u a day of ordinary miracles.. a day of little things to smile about & a day of happiness, peace & love in ur heart.. GOD.LOVES.YOU =)

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Thursday, April 07, 2005
When my heart sings...

Every Romeo has a Juliet
Wishful thinkers have their stars
Hopeless romantics each have a love song
Played on their guitars


 But you, you're everything
This foolish heart could ever define
Every wish, every dream, every prayer come true
I feel so blessed to call you mine


 You're my you, even more
No one else I'll adore
You're my you, in my mind
Simply one of a kind

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
My everyday is just the same
Stroking boards until you came
My java for now has come to pass
Coz I saw a girl who's got some Class

I can't get my mind off your face
Like a constant bug whose hard to trace
If only I could do an Instantiation
You will be mine without Exception

But all I can do is hope and dream
It's like being flushed by an OutputStream
I'm just an integer and you are a double
I'm merely the kind who is not worth the trouble

I guess I'll let the poets do all the rhyming
And I'll go back to application programming
Frustration for a girl has never been this grave
So much so that I FORGOT TO SAVE...

Posted at 08:07 pm by Makoy
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Sunday, February 20, 2005

.. These Pictures was send through MMS ..



"Thank you! Touch ako! hehehe"
The flowers I gave. Feb 14, 2005



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Monday, January 24, 2005
If I Ain't Got You...

  Some people live for the fortune
  Some people live just for the fame
  Some people live for the power
  Some people live just to play the game
  Some people think that the physical things
  Define what's within
  And I've been there before
  But that life's a bore
  So full of the superficial...

  Some people want it all
  But I don't want nothing at all
  If it ain't you baby
  If I ain't got you baby
  Some people want diamond rings
  Some just want everything
  But everything means nothing
  If I ain't got you ...

 "If I ain't got you with me baby
  Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
  If I ain't got you with me baby..."

Picture was taken at Tagaytay (1/15/2005 exactly 3:00 pm)...
The song was the one she's singing at the middle of our 3pm to 3am date(01/22-23/2005)... =)

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Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Online Serenade...


Panalangin ko sa habang buhay
Makapiling ka Makasama ka
Yan ang panalangin ko

At hindi papayag ang pusong ito
Mawala ka sa 'king piling
Mahal ko iyong dinggin

Wala nang iba pang mas mahalaga
Sa tamis na dulot ng pag-ibig natin dal'wa
At sana nama'y makikinig ka
Kapag aking sabihing minamahal kita

Panalangin ko sa habang buhay
Makapiling ka Makasama ka
Yan ang panalangin ko

At hindi papayag ang pusong ito
Mawala ka sa 'king piling
Mahal ko iyong dinggin

Wala nang iba pang mas mahalaga
Sa tamis na dulot ng pag-ibig natin dal'wa
At sana nama'y makikinig ka
Kapag aking sabihing minamahal kita

Panalangin ko sa habang buhay
Makapiling ka Makasama ka
Yan ang panalangin ko

At hindi papayag ang pusong ito
Mawala ka sa 'king piling
Mahal ko iyong dinggin

Panalangin ko sa habang buhay
Makapiling ka Makasama ka
Yan ang panalangin ko

At hindi papayag ang pusong ito
Mawala ka sa 'king piling
Mahal ko iyong dinggin

Panalangin ko sa habang buhay
Makapiling ka Makasama ka
Yan ang panalangin ko

"Serenade : A love song, or piece traditionally performed below a loved one's window in the evening. "

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Sunday, January 02, 2005
Meeting the parents (12/27/2004)...

Early morning… last Monday of the year… around 6:47 am… I’m in the province together with my brother and sisters, just spent Christmas with our relatives… I called Myla saying that we are about to go back to Manila… feeling a bit excited…hoping that we will meet that day… packed my things… start the car… start my journey…
Driving the average speed of 100 kilometers per hour… listening to my MP3 audio CD… traveling together with my family… reaching the approximate distance of 430 kilometers… trees and farms passing by my side… cold breeze blowing against the windshield... Before reaching the Pangasinan exit, I noticed an old lady selling "tupig" - a grilled suman, native delicacy of our province. I still remember the last time I passed by this place, I missed to buy tupig because the vendors were still asleep, this time it won't happen again, I bought 6 pieces for my “pasalubong”… I'm sure she will be happy, it’s her favorite…
I start driving again… seeing the open skies… viewing the beauty of mountains across the horizons… Imagining what comes next after my vacation… until my velocity slows down…experienced traffic… We were already at Tarlac exit. My family falls asleep while I'm driving… I kept myself awake then my speed increased again… now; I'm in the road with dusts… dusts caused by Mt. Pinatubo explosion… It was still clear on my mind when I was a kid… Pampanga was a beautiful place… leaves covering the wide road… houses besides the hi-way… and air that was nice to breathe… though the roads are already build up… I still missed the old scenery of Pampanga… the hometown of Tito Nard's, Myla's father.
Entering the North Luzon Expressway…my speed increased from 100 km/h to 120 km/h… two hours later… I reached Manila, and then I'm home at last… Las Pińas, the place where I grew up… I called her and found out that she was at St. Luke's Hospital… her mother was attacked by pain caused by a stone on her kidney… after eating my lunch… not thinking twice… I went to E. Rodriguez to fetched them and drive them safely at home… I gave my pasalubong… had simple chat… talked about work… Christmas adventures… met her police friend… her cousins… pamangkins… grandmother… brother… sister… neighbors…  I had also given a chance to faced her parents… talked to her mother about her condition… smiled to her father… It was already 8pm when I decided to go home… that day was bit tiring, but it was one of my happiest days… Meeting her parents… =)

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Monday, December 20, 2004
On Relationship

by Rev. Ronald McFadden

If you're not married yet, share this with a friend.
If you're married, share it with your spouse
or other married couples and reflect on it.

"Before you get married, keep both eyes open, and after you marry, close one eye."

- An African Proverb

Before you get involved and make a commitment to someone, don't let Lust, Desperation, Immaturity, Ignorance, Pressure from others or a Low self-esteem, make you blind to warning signs. Keep your eyes open, and don't fool yourself that you can change someone or that what you see as faults aren't really important.

Once you decide to commit to someone, over time, his or her flaws, vulnerabilities, pet peeves, and differences will become more obvious. If you love your mate and want the relationship to grow & evolve, you've got to learn to close one eye and not let every little thing bother you. You and your mate have many different expectations, emotional needs, values, dreams, weaknesses, and strengths.
You are two unique individual children of God who have decided to share a life together.

Neither of you are perfect, but are you perfect for each other?
Do you bring out the best in each other?

Do you compliment and compromise with each other or do you compete, compare, and control?
What do you bring to the relationship?
Do you bring past relationships, past hurt, past mistrust, past pain?
You can't take someone to the altar to alter him or her.
You can't make someone love you or make someone stay.

If you develop self-esteem, spiritual discernment, and "a life", you won't find yourself making someone else responsible for your happiness or responsible for your pain.

Manipulation, Control, Jealousy, Neediness, AND Selfishness are not the ingredients for a thriving, healthy, loving and lasting relationship!
Seeking status, sex, wealth, and security are the wrong reasons to be in a relationship.

What keeps a relationship strong?
Communication, Intimacy, Trust, A Sense of Humor, Sharing household tasks, Some getaway time without business or children and Daily Exchanges (a meal, shared activity, a hug, a call, a touch, a note.)

Leave a nice message on the voicemail or send a nice e-mail.

Sharing common goals and interest.
Growth is important. Grow together, not away from each other, giving each other space to grow without feeeling insecure.
Allow your mate to have an outside interest. You can't always be together. Give each other a sense of belongingness and assurances of commitment.
Don't try to control one another. Learn each other's family situation. Respect his or her parents regardless.

Don't put pressure on each other for material goods.
Remember for richer and for poorer.
If these qualities are missing, the relationship will erode as resentment, withdrawal, abuse, neglect, dishonesty, and pain replace the passion.

The difference between "UNITED" and "UNTIED" is where you put the "I".

"Believe in yourself. See the Angel behind you .Be the best of whatever you are .Find the smile through the tears."

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Monday, December 13, 2004
A happy poem...



Happiness can't be defined,

It's a certain mood, a state of mind.

It's sharing everyday affairs,

With someone who understands and cares.

It's a tender look or a gentle touch,

That says "I Love You Very Much."

It's a smile of welcome when you're blue,

It's a dream to share, a dream for two.

And happiness is more than this,

It's a warm embrace and a magic kiss.

It's a special blessing from above,

It's what you have when you're in love.

"... I thank god for bringing you into mylife " 

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Saturday, December 04, 2004
Resignation letter...


I have been your friend for more than two years now. Since the start of this friendship, we have shared a lot -- all those laughters, those memories and those experiences... Being your friend is one of the reasons I know I am blessed. Spending time with you, being near you allows me to forget the problems I face each day. Seeing you every once in a while is like a rainbow after a rainy day.

But... those things got me thinking... that this friendship isn't going to work, that sometimes I feel that I don't want to be your friend anymore... because of those things we shared... something sparked in me... but now... it has turned into a flame.. and its burning me inside... and in the fear of being burned alive, i wrote this letter... took a chance, a leap of fate to tell you... that I want to resign as your friend... to ask you to allow me to express what I really feel...

I have something I want you to see... I hope you like it...

url :  http://mail.yahoo.com/
login : mylife_blog_common_acct@yahoo.com
password : qwerty
subject  : My proposal
filename  : resignation.wmv

Note : Turn your speakers on when you play this movie..

Take care,

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Wednesday, December 01, 2004
McDonald's Libis

Afternoon, finding myself in front of my computer... debugging my life from my previous mistake... forgetting the recursive moments that torture my mind... googling answers to the questions that Im trying to hide... thinking... staring... until Jason my friend slapped me on my back and told me that it's time to go home... I looked at my system tray clock and found out that it's already 6pm...
Jason asked me if I would render over time and I replied with silence...  my mind wasn't working at that time caused by a tragedy that I'm trying to forget... Jason said "Ok lang yan pre... there are still a lot of good 

things that will happen to you..." I smiled and told myself that I will be fine soon... I shutdown my PC and prepared my things... while walking towards our office door... one of our officemate Icy blocked our way... she said "its friday, wala ba kayong gimik ?" Jason and I looked at each other and questioned our minds... why? it's friday... it's the end of the week... we need to refresh and relax our body from the work that we did during the past few days... we told Icy "bakit ikaw, may gimik?" Icy replied that she will meet her friends at McDonalds Libis and maybe hangout at some bars in Manila.. since there's nothing to do at home... I offered Icy to drive her to Libis... Jason agreed with the idea... our purpose then was just to waste time... so I wont have time to think again about the stupid emotions, these loops in my mind... on the way to Libis, I was filled with excitement with the idea of meeting Myla, my txtmate at that time... how she looks like in person...how she speaks... how she carries herself... all these things were in my head...
Although the traffic was heavy, we finally arrived at our destination... step by step, walking towards two glowing golden arches, a silhouette of a girl sitting at the other side of a see-through glass was starting to appear... by the time we reached her, I was finally introduced to Myla... I felt unreasonable happiness deep inside... she smiled at me, the very first smile I received from her...
At first, I was undecided whether or not to join their gimik, but then again I would not miss this chance to have fun... to drink... to dance... to forget... a new picture is now embedded in my memory... her image... a snapshot of her smile...
I forgot to look at my wrist watch... I forgot to call our house... I forgot everything... but only one thing is clear... I found my life...


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